what to doHow do you live your life when the ones closes to your heart are the ones farthest apart.When the people you count on CANT be there for you?Forced to start over; a kindergarten child in a new classA girl whose best friend was killed in a car crash by a drunk driverA boy whose closest friend commits suicide under the pressure of High SchoolYou walk in, everyones eyes are on youYou get nervous and go to meet the closest person to you, they arent thereYour lost again all by yourself, you have to be strong, for everyone but yourself
a letterLetter to a manlike a rose wilting and dying,so feels my heart.You trampled the most fragile thing in my body,and you didn't even know it.i thought you felt the same as me,you smiled, touched my arm, stood up for meMy spirits were liftedThis was the first time any one did this.For a time, i felt beautifulBecause you made me.I never wanted to leave your side,afraid i would lose youBut then reality hit;you never felt the samei had been floating on a fake cloud
first timeThat first timeThat first time your lips touched mineI was speechlessThat first time you held me in your armsI felt safeThat first time I relive every dayIt was unlike any otherThat first time you left me breathlessTht first time you made me feel safe, as ifno one coul do harm to meBaby that first time was unforgettable and irregrettableThat first time I wouldnt trade for anything
dark loveA dark lovesome people see you as a monster, others as a threatthey're not sure what to make of you yet i know besti know what youre thinking "nox invictus"its what you live for, its part of you who arethey dont seem toget that, yet i get it all to wellin this world of injustice and hurt and liesyou are the one standing tall, above the restyou see the things i do; the cold people living on our earthwere ready to destroy them take them for what they're worthpeople dont understand me just as they dont inderstand youthe only thing they can see of us is our loveand passion for each other and for justicethere is only thing to call thisA DARK LOVE
ill get what im wishing forWhen it hurts so bad,why does it feel so good?I wish this all made sense,I wish I understood.Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside,but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try.You know how I feel about you,and I know I want to spend the rest of my life with you,but it's so hard to do when I can't even be next to you.Why does it gotta be so complicated?Loving you feels so right,but at the same time,knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night.I just want this to be simple,I just want you here with me,to look into your eyes,be held in your arms...then I'd truly be happy.Right now this distance between us is out of our control,but I'm still hoping one day soon,I'll get what I'm wishing for.