Dont judgeI'm not the girl everyone thinks i amA smile on my face, mascara & some blushNo one will even know the differenceeveryone thinks My life is a fairy taleBeauty, money, love; perfectionPeople pass me they talk about meHow beautiful i am; the confidence i must haveWhat they don't see is realityThe confidence i faked for yearsThe mornings i still dread looking in the mirrorPulling out my wallet to pay for this or thatA 100 dollar bill should suffice just fineI hear the whispers and i see the looksI hear people say how spoiled i must beHow i get everything so easy; never worked a day in my lifeBut they dont know the times we lived paycheck to paycheckhaving to pick between Food and heatPassing people on the streetSaying how cute and young we arePeople saying how lucky it is to find loveHearing my friends complain they dont have "the one"People telling me how lucky i am to not go through the heartbreak to find himBut again, they dont know my historyEvery boy looking fo
i looked aboveI sit alone outsideThinking about that one special timeWhen you were mine.Nobody else matterBecause we were in love.I look up aboveI see your smile, I see your face.Thinking about how you could neverBe replaced.You were my worldAnd I was your sunshine.I was the only one that was able to call you mine.When I say its foreverYou believe it even though were not together.That one day will come, when you realizeHow much I really do love you.Then you'll be mine.Forever and alwaysI need you here.I can always feel you near.I cry alone, then remember that one specialDay that you were my own.You'll always be in my heartEven when we're apart.I still think about you day and night.Thinking of how my smile was so bright.Now I have to hide it behind these tear filled eyes,I'm all alone, starring at this gloomy sky.You'll be by my side one dayI'll wait for you baby,Until I hear the words I love you,Just like you used to say.
just a thoughtmaybe sometimesall we need is for someone to break us downuntill we learn what we truely need in lifewhat few peoplewe have in our lives that will be thereanytime something goes wrongand even if they haven't been there at your best timethey are there at your worst .you finally realize where you've been & where your goingwhat bridges you've burt & which ones you still need to light the flames forwhat pages of your life are already read & which ones haven't been writtensometimes you just need a hand to holdjust to tell youyou are stronger than you thinkand everything is going to be okay
FakeWhat does she do when everything is falling apart;including hershe picks up the pieces for everyone;except herselfHer life becomes dark and cold;no one even knows;except herShe's drowning in your tears;slowly losing yourselfIt gets hard to make out the person in the pictures;she looks so happy so fakeIs everyone really happy like they seem to be?or are they as fake as her
reponse poemyou call me your demon your monsterthe one thing that will never dieyou say i cant let things gobut what you dont see is that youre the one who cant let it goits not an it as much as a himits my him and you cant let him gohes not your friend nor your loverwill you ever be able to let it go2 years & you still cant seem to wrap your mind around the fact that hes done with youyou betrayed him left him cold alone and injured yet you see nothing wrong with thatyou think im ruining his life but you made him cold to the worldyet you think you 2 are close as everYes youve made yourself clearyou dont want me hereyet he doeshe says he needs mewhen given the choice he chose me over you everytimewhy dont you see thatim not the reason things cant be the same that is youyoure the reason things changed and you 2 went astrayyou hurt him when he was ready to give you his allyou say im another mistake and i laugh at that assumptionthe way he talks about you says youre the mistake n